Till Exam (17/02/2026)

 Daily:

Academic:

• Gate problem practice (15Hr/daily)
• Good book reading/ ChatGPT talking (reading 30 mins/daily)

Others:

• Sleep(6Hr/daily)
• Food, bath(1Hr/daily)
• Puja, skin care, exercise(1:30Hr/daily)

Distributions:

• Bath (20 mins)
• Food (40 mins=10+20+10)
• Exercise (30 mins)

Alternatives:

• Nap, outside --> exercise +skincare
• scrolling, movie--> good book ,ChatGPT
• Maa baba(faltu kothabarta)-->listen to music or pretend to listen music or do practice problem
• Negative thought or laziness or overthink or any unnecessary things --> do exercise (running)
• Negative talking about myself or to people or anything --> keep quiet or speak always positive(lifetime)
• Mobile Use-->Laptop Use (call, alarm)

Personal Achievement

 

1. Successfully propose to a guy and have a relationship and break up as my wish, wholly contact by captain Ananya.

2. successfully have dinner date with a Muslim guy who is also my crush. Laterally many girls of our college have a dream of him, I just easily with him auraaaa hai hamara . But that's so a nice dinner. He will get great muslim wife. Allah Khush Kare usko. 

2nd year is over now 3rd year

 Can't believe it's now 3rd, it seems like some days before I came to the college as a fresher ,when I upgrade to my 2nd year , I cannt believe I become 2nd year senior. 2nd year is so special , lots of things happen listed below......

1. Become SPOC. It's really a miracle to me as I am not a member of the placement team, but I did all the tasks to get in. I did go for the interview because at that time, I was the CR of my class, so it caused huge responsibility. But if something is made for you, then it comes to you automatically. That's really a good part.

2. To find my first love, he is truly a gentle person, he is a caring person . My first boyfriend and there is alots of ups and downs in our relationship, but we didn't give up, started on 5th september, i ran out of my senior ragging mainly Ankit Sengupta Dada. on 5th September, we went to Siliguri, then there we went to  Vega Mall and the coffee shop, Mayapur temple, and returned back I am impressed to see her caring nature and love in his eyes, then I thought about it and decided to confess him. I told him on 8th sep, he said the deal is done on 9th September. then all begins ................

3. I drink for the first time on 3rd Sep,24 with seniors Priyadarshini di, Priyanka di , Mahek di , Paramita di , Aditra di. The taste is bitter 

4. Biye bari kawa with out invitation, its really a fun . so there are some people off course from the electrical department decided to go to Biye bari on 11 Dec,24 . Everyone assigned with a character, I and Ghotok acting like siblings. We made the fullest out of khawa dawa . rest of the members after have some of starter, then they went outside as family members suspect all of them. But Ghotok and I do level acting, we take multiples time starter , then took main meal which was we could not find out where the food was served so one of the family member instructed to go there. We take two times each plates. there I got pictures in thebride dection with full of confidence. back to the friend with a full bowl of starter on both hands for our friends, as all of them were hungry. That was a huge success for me and gotok and fantastic acting. By the way the family was too rich, there I first ate corn salad. 

5. Night stay tour, 1st time ever I went to a tour where I stayed
for a night on 23rd Jan in lava and Rishav , there a lot of fun and adventure. How we survived without proper food. I went with the electrical department. and the barbeque chicken too delicious. This is my first time tracking experience and other exciting things we don't know what the path is to reach there and no mobile network Also it's a dense forest and no locals are there, we reached there by god grace.

6. lost my close friends, Soura, Ghotok, atanu, as I thought they were my friends forever, but it's no

longer . The reason is Soura has relationship for 10 years, I called his girlfriend Bouma. But he dated Swagata . He has no face to show me and they stop talking to me. What can I do? I move on. Now I Abhidipta left.

7. The worst thing happen, Shikha's transfer .

All 2nd year end with joy and a lot of pain. New year comes, hope for the best.................

One way

I was confused about where I go taking an internship or doing preparation for gate in 3rd year. I am very confused, if I do well in btech ,I will get a maximum 6-7 lpa or very extraordinarily, get 12 lakh which is very rare almost every month. But if I do good in gate, I can go and take admission to IIT and get above 18 lpa. The certificate matters a LOT SO WHERE I GO, IN WORST case although it not happen if I give exam seriously then I am not qualified I can do better in an internship make a good cv better than then and have better knowledge as i prepare for gate. I have no way other than to get a 6-7 Lpa in better luck or 4-5 lpa avg or nothing means death. Nothing makes u fearful unless u. So give an honest try not for anyone but for you. You should give one attempt honestly in life ...... for to your future self and proudly become a daughter , wife, mother , grandparent ...... by doing job after btech I can gurntee you you cannt have salary more than 10 lpa which disaster for todays perspective and also for future and all time you regret   .

Its crucial time to be serious honest and wise and knowledgeable enough to get into IIT or psu mainly have a rank under 100 or less no limit giving 1000 percent .

At Last

 Who never believes in love. she does love a boy. I think she tries to love, coming from her comfort zone It is difficult but she does it. Everytime she thinks let's break up the love chain, she always thinks, one time try once more. At least she did it. Thank you, for giving me so many games, to shape, to make me a warrior for the future, and this year I do like a queen. All hardship to my faith, to myself. ...I only know strategic mind. namaste

Its me

 Okay, welcome back, and it's special—it's a new year. So, how are you? I hope you are good. So, new year, new hope, new goal, new experience... I just love it. Okay, I have some thoughts in my mind that I want to express here. Last year, I learned a lot. I have discovered that anything can be achievable with our minds and hard strategic work. Anything means anything. 

SO I MAKE SOME RULES OR PRINCIPLES TO FOLLOW

1. I do any academic or self-growth or any duties by my strategic hard work

2. I don't accept in return by any work. only I have goals and give 100 percent.

3. Never miss a single opportunity connecting to my growth if my mind says you should do it.

4. Love him, don't take his silly conversation seriously.

5. Health is my priority list.

6. last year, it was all about friends and boyfriends because at that time its required, but this year all about career oriented, don't need to be involved much with friends, only if required for the purpose.

7. This year, only you, your growth, dedication and strategy.

8. He as a good friend /best friend/boyfriend.

Main Moto-----Grow on own without output expectation with only goal.

Teenage

The teen phase is a rollercoaster of emotions, Everyone is confused with their emotions, first of all, their interest in adultery, and everyone wants to be an adult. the hormones at their peak level. Their crush, their friends, and loved ones all mix emotions, really it makes life some kind of difficult. Who will guide them to not fall into a trap, if parents are not for them, who will be?

Life is so confusing, academics are also there, passion is there, hobby is there, is really anyone who talks about these things, really no one. But if we guide them, it helps them a lot, it takes not much time, just two to three sentences is enough for them, but who will tell them, Being a friend of, we as an adult, middle age, old age people can tell them, give advise them instead of teasing them. Really, please understand, don't compare any child with another, everyone is different. Please understand .....